Basically, we broke up. It was my decision, and all mines. I did because of the fact that I’m in hell right now, and knowing her, she has her own problems. She knows everything about me but I’m not gonna pile all this on her. I love too death, alot more than all of my ex’s combined. Even araeya. That’s one friend I lost. But I don’t take it back, cous we both got too see the true colors. But Cassie? No. Shes stuck around, picked me up when I need it, and just loved me. No amount of respect I can give her, cous there isn’t that much. Probably sound like shit from me, but when I sent you that… I was crying in my room yelling at my dad, while on the phone. You do make me happy. Very happy, but overall I’m not a happy person anymore. Ima stressed overload asshole. Your the reason why I stay in elk grove. The only single reason. Since my sister left, it’s been hard on me, and as of right now… Looks like im moving next year. I love you Cassie. Your my bestfriend. And I’m not gonna lose you.
Today fuckin sucked. So first off I was happy too see her, but everyone was getting kinda annoying. And then I get home and I know my dad doesn’t wanna talk to me, so I don’t try. We get too dinner, were screaming at each other. I don’t give a fuck anymore. My mom told me that next year, there’s gonna have too be a change. Only time my fucking dad likes me is if it’s sunday football. Bullshit. Then you take my phone? Do you not know how mad my mom is gonna be? Dude goodluck. And fuck you. Cous right now I’m not the asshole, you are. I I do end up staying here, 18 I’m gone. That’s a warning, cous for the rest of the week I ain’t talkin to you. I’m done.
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Right Now, til the sun rises
Left Hella Early, and Walked Ashley Home.
She’s mine. Someone I can run too when I know ima bout to cry, but can’t let anyone see. Shes always there do me, even I’m the biggeest asshole in the world. Keeps me from doing bad shot, cous if she wasn’t there, I would be in fairfield right now. No one knows how too keep me undercontrol like she can. Were not as close as before, but I love you Cassie. Thankyou for always being there.